^^
Tikai tagad beidzot saprotu, kas ir laime un dzīve bez liekiem sūdiem blakus un apkārt.
Laimīga. Tagad zinu, kas tas ir!!!
Laimīga. Tagad zinu, kas tas ir!!!
3. Aprīlis 2007
happy9. Marts 2007
Še
Hey boy, is she everything you wanted in a girl?
You know I gave you a home
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about you
Don't want to talk about you
I'm just so sick about us
Can't believe it ended like that
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I think i won't do it without you
Tell me is this fair?
Was that the way it really went down?
Was that how we said goodbye?
You should known better when you came around
You were gonna make me cry and scream
It broke my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will understand...
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
Now boy, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you will moving on now
I think I would do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my soul
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I am right
What goes around comes around
You should know that
[let me tell you how i felt]
I spend my nights alone
And you never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get was try to hide
You thought I didn't found out
That he's doing to you
What you doing alone
But you did it with HER!
You cheated boy
My heart bleeds boy
You kept hurting me al the time again again
Just a classic end
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Boy you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But boy you had somebody with a lot of sympathy
But you srew it all and run away
You'll see
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya, hey
[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Because
What goes around comes back around
[laughs]
[special]
But it was your choice
To sleep with other girl
You lied to me and fucked my heart
I hope you wanted that all ended like that
Because that was you who did it with us
So I hope you are hurt, babe
because that's what you deserve.
What goes araound, comes back around
But you got a pinch in your face
I'm closed. You screw it all
Thanks for beeing so nice in begining
I am sorry, that you change
The flower girl
You know I gave you a home
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about you
Don't want to talk about you
I'm just so sick about us
Can't believe it ended like that
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I think i won't do it without you
Tell me is this fair?
Was that the way it really went down?
Was that how we said goodbye?
You should known better when you came around
You were gonna make me cry and scream
It broke my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will understand...
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
Now boy, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you will moving on now
I think I would do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my soul
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I am right
What goes around comes around
You should know that
[let me tell you how i felt]
I spend my nights alone
And you never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get was try to hide
You thought I didn't found out
That he's doing to you
What you doing alone
But you did it with HER!
You cheated boy
My heart bleeds boy
You kept hurting me al the time again again
Just a classic end
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Boy you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But boy you had somebody with a lot of sympathy
But you srew it all and run away
You'll see
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya, hey
[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Because
What goes around comes back around
[laughs]
[special]
But it was your choice
To sleep with other girl
You lied to me and fucked my heart
I hope you wanted that all ended like that
Because that was you who did it with us
So I hope you are hurt, babe
because that's what you deserve.
What goes araound, comes back around
But you got a pinch in your face
I'm closed. You screw it all
Thanks for beeing so nice in begining
I am sorry, that you change
The flower girl
6. Februāris 2007
Ir.
Tāds kā patīkams nogurums, atslābums.
Gribas nogulties zemē un aizvērtām acīm sajust šokolādes smaržu.
Lai stāv netīrie trauki un drēbju kaudzes.
Laiks pagaidīs.
Galvā tāds kā patīkams dullums.
Ledaina vēja brāzma dzesē sārto seju.
Mūzika kā atkarību veicinoša viela dun manā galvā.
Vārdi lēni veļas pār lūpām. Es smaidu.
Gribas nogulties zemē un aizvērtām acīm sajust šokolādes smaržu.
Lai stāv netīrie trauki un drēbju kaudzes.
Laiks pagaidīs.
Galvā tāds kā patīkams dullums.
Ledaina vēja brāzma dzesē sārto seju.
Mūzika kā atkarību veicinoša viela dun manā galvā.
Vārdi lēni veļas pār lūpām. Es smaidu.
3. Februāris 2007
1. Februāris 2007
31. Janvāris 2007
30. Janvāris 2007
Beidzot!
Tik drausmīgi sāp. Tik drausmīgi sāp, bet šīs sāpes sagādā tik patīkamu dvēsles mieru un rokas vairs netrīc...
Gribas mājās.
Savās četrās sienās.
Divas stundas pagulēt klusumā.
Gribas mājās.
Savās četrās sienās.
Divas stundas pagulēt klusumā.
Sāp.18. Janvāris 2007
Mēnesim.
Mēnesim.
Piedod man, ja daru tā.
Piedod man, ja daru Tev pāri.
Piedod man, ka esmu es tāda...
Piedod man, ka daru sev tā!
...
Bet man garšo sevi mocīt,
Man garšo rakt sev kapu,
Man garšo trūdu smaka, ko jūtu,
Man garšo nāves elpa uz kakla!
Negribu just Tevi nāves mēslojumā,
Negribu, lai Tu baro Viņu...
Piedod man, ja satikāties Jūs atkal.
Man negaršo Tavas sāpes...
Man garšo tikai savējās!
Un gribu nolādēt sevi par esamību!
Nīstu sevi, redzot Tevi mokās, sāpēs!
Graizu savu dvēsli pārmetumos, redzot Tevī vilšanos...
Bet nespēju, negribu es aiziet!
Gribu, lai Tu mani māci!
Jo tikai Tevi es mīlu.
Un tikai Tevi es gribu sevī.
© Puķu meitene
Piedod man, ja daru tā.
Piedod man, ja daru Tev pāri.
Piedod man, ka esmu es tāda...
Piedod man, ka daru sev tā!
...
Bet man garšo sevi mocīt,
Man garšo rakt sev kapu,
Man garšo trūdu smaka, ko jūtu,
Man garšo nāves elpa uz kakla!
Negribu just Tevi nāves mēslojumā,
Negribu, lai Tu baro Viņu...
Piedod man, ja satikāties Jūs atkal.
Man negaršo Tavas sāpes...
Man garšo tikai savējās!
Un gribu nolādēt sevi par esamību!
Nīstu sevi, redzot Tevi mokās, sāpēs!
Graizu savu dvēsli pārmetumos, redzot Tevī vilšanos...
Bet nespēju, negribu es aiziet!
Gribu, lai Tu mani māci!
Jo tikai Tevi es mīlu.
Un tikai Tevi es gribu sevī.
© Puķu meitene
Auksts.4. Janvāris 2007
Varbūt, ka tā būs labāk.
Dzīvosim redzēsim. :)
Man gribas, lai viss mainītos, bet ar laimīgām beigām.
Es tevi turēšu aiz kājas. :)
Dzīvosim redzēsim. :)
Man gribas, lai viss mainītos, bet ar laimīgām beigām.
Es tevi turēšu aiz kājas. :)
3. Janvāris 2007
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Dažreiz es nesaprotu, ko gaidīt no citiem cilvēkiem.
Es gribu saprast, bet man nepalīdz.
Ne vienmēr acis pasaka, to ko es gribētu zināt...
Es gribu saprast, bet man nepalīdz.
Ne vienmēr acis pasaka, to ko es gribētu zināt...