Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in brchase's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, January 6th, 2010
5:32 pm	looks like it's kerry looks like it's kerry!edwards has decided to drop out of the race. (Comment on this)
Monday, January 4th, 2010
11:56 am	holy shit holy shit, look at the awesome shirt i just made!!! stencils + spray paint + red shirt=^^^front^^^back (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 3rd, 2010
8:24 am	so utr doesn't work on my home computer and i don't know how to fix it so utr doesn't work on my home computer and i don't know how to fix it :/ heh. yeah, i'm addicted to that shit. oh well. (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 2nd, 2010
6:34 am	1) What is your favorite cookie 1) What is your favorite cookie?i only eat these organic, no-animal cookies. and frankly none of them are good enough to be my favorite :/ 2) Do you prefer small town life or big city life?city.3) The Cure: "Boys Don't Cry" or "Just like Heaven"?just like heaven4) Violent Femmes or Sex Pistols?violent femmes5) Chocolate cake or carrot cake?neither.6) Morning sex or drunk sex?morning7) Vivid porn or amateur porn?vivid. amateur usually has horrible lighting, camera angles, sound, etc.8) Brittany or Christina?christina9) Where were you born?laie, hawaii10) Pirates or zombies?zombie pirates!!!11) Hardcore or emo?emo12) Dodge ball or Red light/green light?dodgeball13) Did you ever breakdance?nope14) Do you get spanked (sexually)?no15) Do you like it?n/a16) Where do you hope to be in 5 years?graduated, maybe in the peace corps17) Do you believe in love?yeah18) Do you believe in witchcraft?undecided19) Explain a holiday memory:new years 2001-2002 i was at aaron's house. he drank a lot and did a shit load of coke. he ended up collapsing at one point and i had to practically drag him to his room. i layed next to him and watched him twitch all morning and made sure he was okay.20) If you could be a virgin again would you?no21) Would you ever consider being open sexually to someone of the same sex?yeah22) Type some of the lyrics of one of your favorite songs:she looks like the real thingshe tastes like the real thingmy fake plastic lovebut i can't help the feelingi could blow through the ceilingif i just turn and runand it wears me out, it wears me outit wears me out, it wears me out if i could be who you wantedif i could be who you wanted all the time, all the time 23) Do you sleep with a teddy bear, blankie, or in your boyfriend's clothes?no24) Do you believe long distance relationships would work?depends on the people, i wouldn't rule it out.25) Have you ever dated some one off of my space/friendster?no26) How many people?n/a27) What's more important: money, friendship, power or love?love28) Would you sleep with someone on the first date?probably not.29) How do you like your tofu?with stirfry. breaded and cooked to imitate chicken. in teriyaki sauce. tons of ways.30) What do you listen to when your heart is broken?i listen to radiohead for basically every emotion i ever feel. heh.31) Do you believe trust is earned, or do you think everyone should be trusted?i think i might be too trusting. but i like to believe in the goodness of people. 32) What do you mix your vodka with?red bull. passion orange guava. lime-aid. 33) What was your favorite Saturday morning cartoon?jem and the holograms34) Did you ever watch kids incorporated?sounds familiar.35) What is your favorite John Hughes film (Pretty in Pink, Sixteen candles, some kind of wonderful)?the breakfast club (i think that was john hughes anyway)36) What did you think of House of 1000 corpses by Rob Zombie?the best movie ever!!!! <3 dr. satan!!!37) What do you do for work?speech tutor at school 38) What is your dream job?attorney for the aclu39) Who is your favorite Peanuts gang character?the one that played piano40) Broken hearts or a broken arm?i've never had a broken arm, i'll go with that.41) Clubs or bars?a combination of both.42) What's the best show you've ever been to?radiohead, all three times i've seen them. although i'd go with the slc show for best because i was like 15 feet from mr. thom yorke himself <343) Do you have a crush?thom yorke. hah. other than that, nah.44) Who were you in high school?the girl who partied all the time but still managed to take 3 AP classes, did speech and debate, academic decathalon, constitutional convention, model UN, we the people, and played waterpolo. 45) Do you believe in astrology?for entertainment purposes only46) Do you believe in angels?yes47) Do you believe in ghosts?yes49) Do you like Bon Jovi's album- 'Slippery When Wet'?my mom liked bon jovi when that album was big, so it kinda reminds me of when i was real little.50) What is your biggest "issue"??if it was only that simple. (Comment on this)
Friday, January 1st, 2010
5:45 am	change is reaching his arm outlooking for enough money to get a decent mealbecause no one believes h change is reaching his arm outlooking for enough money to get a decent mealbecause no one believes his will work for food sign anymorehe is holding up a cupbegging for change begging for change begging forchange is lying on her backbleeding from a mutilated cuntoh my god this fucking hurts!!!because she was too scared to tell her parentsher boyfriend skipped town when he found outchange is hanging from a fence in wyomingbloody and brokenbreath ripped out of his lungschange is standing on a corner on hotel streether make-up too thick for that pretty faceher skirt short enough to entice those carsbrake lights, reverse, door open, shutchange has just enough time to tell her kidshigh and byeas she rushes from her 9 to 5 to her 6 to 2change is sitting in her roomtrying to remember the last time she criedor smiledevery morning she swallows her prescription for false securitya little pill robbing her of emotionchange is sticking a needle in his armshooting smack into his veinto assuage the painchange is handcuffed on the side of the roadhis car being torn apartbecause this pig thinks its a crime to be that colorchange is sitting on the floor of her bathroomwith a razor pressed against her fleshshe doesnt cry with her eyesher tears are red and they comeout of her arm, her thigh, her stomachshe prays every time for the courage to push harderchange is standing in a crowdher voice hoarse from screamingher spirit crushed because her words seem to only fallon deaf earschange is screaming at youscreaming at mejust listen. (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 31st, 2009
3:57 am	i didn't go to school today i didn't go to school today. my sister and parents had to go to court today for the custody trial. so i stayed home and babysat my niece. we played dress-up! so much fun, haha! she's too damn cute! (Comment on this)
1:21 am	$215 for books for 3 classes $215 for books for 3 classes. i only have one more book to get (they are currently out at the book store), it's only 35 bucks (new) so that's good. plus the $50 fee for my ceramics class. so that'll be a grand total of $300. but my dad pays for this shit for me, so lucky me :) (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 29th, 2009
9:31 pm	i fucking hate shows that perpetuate the awe of the insanely rich i fucking hate shows that perpetuate the awe of the insanely rich.IT'S ONLY FUCKING MONEY. green paper. it can buy you a lot of shit. shit that you more than likely do not need. a house that is too big. too many cars. too much gaudy jewelry. the richer a person gets, the poorer someone else becomes in return. it fucking throws the balance off. widens the gap. FUCK MONEY. FUCK CELEBRITY. FUCK CAPITALISM. FUCK INHERITANCE BABIES. FUCK IT ALL./end rant. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 27th, 2009
3:05 pm	Your future occupation by meteoricYour nameYour future occupationLawyerYearly income$542 Your future occupation by meteoricYour nameYour future occupationLawyerYearly income$542,046Hours per week you work38EducationLocal college graduateCreated with quill18's MemeGen!^^^ this doesn't make any sense. i'd like to see a lawyer who only works 38 hours a week. and local college grad? heh. what about law school?but i do like that it pinned me as a lawyer nonetheless :) (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 25th, 2009
11:30 am	heh heh.you're emo! How can I label you? brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 24th, 2009
7:55 am	so last night wasn't a total bust so last night wasn't a total bust.gwen came and picked me up. we went to some huge ass party in kaneohe. there were probably a good 300 people there. it would have been funner had i known people there (besides the people i came with). heh. we went to uncle charlie's and did fireworks. then we went to skylar's pad. i slept uncomfortably on a couch with kaili. but yeah i kicked it with some cool people and had a good night. (Comment on this)
Friday, January 23rd, 2009
6:08 am	depression depression. i can feel you. crawling over me. sliding your way back into my life through the back door. i thought you were gone. but you follow me like a shadow. (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 22nd, 2009
1:55 am	well pepper is playing a nye show at pipeline well pepper is playing a nye show at pipeline. i wanna go but don't have anyone to go with. bleh. gwen is having a party. but it's in the mountains and it's been raining a lot lately. so it'll be all muddy. i don't know who's really going to be there either. so i don't know if i really want to go to that. ugh.my year in a nutshell:schoolsewing machineanti-war rallieslost aaron, my best friend, to a religious journey. didn't hear from him for like 6 months.one of my close high school friends got married and moved to vegashad a blast in utah all summersaw radiohead twice. fantasmic!!!made friends with tyrone and ashtonceramics classmaui for halloweenfinally heard from aaron, and he's doing good. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
11:56 pm	ok i spent the last three days at tyrone's uncle's nice ass house in hawaii kai (his uncle is out of ok i spent the last three days at tyrone's uncle's nice ass house in hawaii kai (his uncle is out of town). it was fabulous. had drinks every night and watched hbo on demand all day. and slept in the gigantic king size bed. oi it was a lovely house. but, alas, i am back home to my humdrum life.i have no plans for tomorrow yet. bleh. i suck. (Comment on this)
Monday, January 19th, 2009
9:09 pm	i wonder how this 60 seconds of peace thing will work out i wonder how this 60 seconds of peace thing will work out. i highly doubt many radio/television stations will stop airing. it would be great if they did though, because radio and television suck immensely. well i will probably observe this 60 seconds for peace, considering i will probably be peacefully asleep at 11am :) Saturday 27 December 200321:00:00 UTC (GMT) If you are reading this document, a friend or colleague or concerned world citizen is asking for your support. Please read the following with an open heart. What is "60 Seconds for Peace"? The idea is simple: "We the People" of the world are establishing a 60-second pause for peace in as many communities as possible across the globe all on the same day, all at the same time. Sixty seconds of silence to Think, Reflect, Pray or Meditate on Peace. Our Vision:Our vision is simple: At precisely the same moment on 27 December 2003, at least one billion people will stop to think about peace. Every place of business or commerce will pause for 60 seconds. Every radio and television station will pause for 60 seconds. Every person in motion will pause for 60 seconds. And think about peace. We trust that the simplicity of this event will allow organizations and communities around the world to create their own way of honoring the idea of peace for 60 seconds. Scheduled Date for 2003 The "60 Seconds for Peace" is scheduled for the following time worldwide: Saturday, December 27, 2003 11:00 a.m. Hawaii12 noon Alaska1:00 p.m. Pacific US2:00 p.m. Mountain US3:00 p.m. Central US4:00 p.m. Eastern US5:00 p.m. Alaska6:00 p.m. Buenos Aires7:00 p.m. Sao Paulo9:00 p.m. London10:00 p.m. Paris11:00 p.m. Jerusalem12 midnight Moscow (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 18th, 2009
5:58 pm	ummm ummm, weirdness. i think i got this one because i said most of my anger is directed toward parents. heh.and why is her name spelled lizzie in the pic and lizzy in the description? o_0If i was a serial killer i would be Lizzy Borden. Lizzy Borden, not by definition a serial killer, but a notorious killer nonetheless. One day as her father was napping on the living room sofa Lizzy Borden took an axe and hit her father's head with it repeatedly some where around 40 times, completely disfiguring his face into an unrecognizable mess of blood and gore. Almost immediately after Lizzy attacked her mother in her bedroom, again hitting her head with an axe over 40 times. Lizzie Borden took an axe, And gave her father forty whacks. And when she saw what she had done, She gave her mother forty-one.kill count: 2Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now! (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 17th, 2009
2:21 pm	i sat on the beach today i sat on the beach today. drank rum and coke. had a couple of smokes. it was lovely. meg sent me pictures of the snow to remind me why i should be happy. and i am. fuck snow. teehee. i'm still drunk and this entry took way longer than it should have because of all the backspacing i had to do.anyway, have fun in the snow kiddies. :P<3, me. (Comment on this)
Friday, January 16th, 2009
12:14 pm	ok the colorgenics thing is crap ok the colorgenics thing is crap. heh.i read my results and i was like DOH, HOW DID THEY KNOW?and then i realized how incredibly vague all the shit was. it's stuff that everyone can relate to. a mood that everyone is pretty much in, in some way. so i took it again. and did completely random cubes, not by preference. and the results still apply to me. just as they probably apply to 98.89745% of the population. these mood/psychology test thingies are about as accurate as my horoscope. heh.The first time i took it:You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.The second time i took it:You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realization of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realize that you will have to make the best of things as they are.You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh. (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 15th, 2009
7:41 am	i've been watching radiohead vids all evening i've been watching radiohead vids all evening. they are so fucking wonderful. i wish there was a goddamn music station that played decent music. bleh.is it weird that in the go to sleep video i'm attracted to the (intentionally) bad animation of thom yorke and i'd totally make out with it? o_0 (Comment on this)