anck-su-namun
01 May 2009 @ 05:24 pm
the truth enslaved  
Nepieciešams atrauties no ne-būtības. Vai to var vienkārši ļoti, ļoti vēloties tas ir - panākt to ar gribu, jeb vajadzīgs kas vēl vairāk.
Vajadzīgs jēgt ko dara.
Parasti tam traucē nogurums, jeb vienkārši atrofējusies domāšana. Jo to skolā labi iemācīja - nedomāt.
Vienmēr nepieciešams pārdomāt visu to jēgšanu atkal un atkal no jauna.
Ta lai ir skaidrība un tīrs prāts visā.
Nevar jau arī no tās ne-būtības ieskriet uzreiz būšanā. Bet pakarāties kaut kur gaisā ir ceļa sākums.
 
 
soundtrack: Burzum - Filosofem albums
 
 
anck-su-namun
01 May 2009 @ 10:31 pm
 
gribēšana būt
atvirzīties no tukšuma
neizplūst nogurumā

[on the great silk route to Central Asia]
 
 
anck-su-namun
01 May 2009 @ 11:36 pm
Precīzi!  
"Strength, Courage & Wisdom"

Inside my head there lives a dream that I want to see in the sun
Behind my eyes there lives a me that I've been hiding for much too long
'Cause I've been, too afraid to let it show
'Cause I'm scared of the judgment that may follow
Always putting off my living for tomorrow
It's time to step out on faith, I've gotta show my faith
It's been illusive for so long, but freedom is mine today
I've gotta step out on faith, It's time to show my faith
Procrastination had me down but look what I have found, I found

Strength, courage, and wisdom
And it's been inside of me all along,
Strength, courage, and wisdom
Inside of me

Behind my pride there lives a me, that knows humility
Inside my voice there is a soul, and in my soul there is a voice
But I've been, too afraid to make a choice
'Cause I'm scared of the things that I might be missing
Running too fast to stop and listen

It's time to step out on faith, I've gotta show my faith
It's been illusive for so long but freedom is mine today
I've gotta step out on faith it's time to show my faith
Procrastination had me down but look what I have found, I found

Strength, courage, and wisdom
And it's been inside of me all along,
Strength, courage, and wisdom
Inside of me

I close my eyes and I think of all the things that I want to see
'Cause I know, now that I've opened up my heart I know that
Anything I want can be, so let it be, so let it be:.

Strength, courage, and wisdom
It's been inside of me all along,
Strength, courage, wisdom
It's been inside of me all along, everyday I'm praying for:

I found it in me, I found it finally
I'm sure to keep it' cause I like it, I say thank you
 
 
soundtrack: india arie