nosuutiitaa veestule. viii jau ku sen... divi meeneshi pagaajushi? vairaak?
mana sirds bija salauzta un jutu ka nosliikshu pati savaas asaraas ja nerunaashu. briinos kaa man to visu taa izdevaas paardziivot bez paargrieztaam veenaam un neizdzertas miegazaalju pacinjas skapii, jo biju gatava... ui, kaa biju gatava to visu arii izdariit...
anyway...lai nepazustu, ja nu atkal izdzeeshos no draugiem punkts el vee....


Eric...
is she dark enough to see your light?
i donno if you will ever check this site again, but... it dont matters now. everithing lost meaning in less then 24 hours...
i love you. and i will. when i told you that i never feel something like that before i met you, i really mean that. right now i feel like im gona die. from that sadnes deep inside. from this agonaising selflost...
two days ago, my mum ask mee, what im gona do if relationship with you will be over for some kind of reason. there-on bench- i didnt tell you what was my ansver.
i start to cry. just from the tougth thet i can loose you.
and tell her that... im not gona survive.
that i will hate this country, this city, these walls wher i live in. and i do... and if i will wake up tomorrow... i just bought ticket to ... to somewere alse.where there will not be things and places witch gona remind me about you...i want to hate you, but i cant...

do what you must do to find yourself.
i sometimes wanna die, but do you really feel alive without me?





un veel...tas ka man ir sarkani mati nenoziimee ka driiks naakt man klaat un prasiit visstulbaakos jautaajumus, kas nodarbina garaamgaajeeju praatus.tas ka man ir sarkani mati nenoziimee ka man tev ir jaaraada pareizie virzieni un pareizie cilveeki.
ala-labdien mani sauc Jolanta un es esmu juusu personiigais informaacijas centrs! jautaa droshi ja nezini celju uz mazmaajinju vai to kur atrodas taa fankiigaa bode kuraa 10 gadus atpakalj paardeva diivainus toletes podu vaakus vai arii kaadam tavam tuviniekam vajadziigsnieres donors!
taa nu es tur seezhu taada sarkanmataina kaa taads sarkans un izspuuris puljkjis, eedot savu kindersurpraizu visu muti notriepusi ar shokolaadi(mmmm..)uh atbildu uz stulbiem jautaajumiem...
hujnja kautkaada!