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14th July 2012

8:55pm: i hate my family. he called me, and... vards pa vardam... un es attopos, sitot ar duuri pa gazes plits resti, no visa speeka. un tad velreiz, un velreiz, blaujot sssukaaaAAA. yep, that's me and that's them. es zinu, ka vini grib "tikai palidzet", bet, blag, zin ka jus man varat palidzet? liekot mani mieraa. jo viss, pilnigi viss, ko jus sakat, griezh pa maniem nerviem ka NEKAS cits. jo no jums es nevaru, man neizdodas aizbegt tik taalu, cik gribetos. un tas laikam griezh visvairak - ka esmu nolemta reizi menesi klausities jusu sviestu. tas mani kaitina, VIENMER, bet jo ipashi tad, kad neesmu isti vesela vai ka citadi ievainojama - tad tas uzskerzh manas veenas, parplesh pushu visas vaatis, un liek man blaut un ardities. maciba? kad neesmu sava ada, NEatbildet uz jusu zvaniem. jo, ka izradas, tieshi tad, kad man vajadziga palidziba, no jums es to varu sagaidit vismazak.
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