urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss Spēlmanis Spēlmanis anda.berinja@tvnet.lv Spēlmanis 2005-10-27T09:53:53Z 2005-10-27T09:53:53Z urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:70217 2005-10-27T12:53:00 2005-10-27T12:53:00 2005-10-27T09:53:53Z 2005-10-27T09:53:53Z Aarpraac ir tik labi justies tik taalai no shiis pasaules probleemaam. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:69962 2005-08-16T08:52:00 2005-08-16T08:52:00 2005-08-16T05:54:03Z 2005-08-16T05:54:03Z Cik dīvaina ir tā sajūta, kas mani pārņem, kad viņi visi (māte, tēvs, bratāns un māšel) dodas prom(strādāt), un es vienīgā, bezgala lutinātā pastarīte palieku viena mājās. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:69704 2005-08-08T14:56:00 2005-08-08T14:56:00 2005-08-08T12:03:51Z 2005-08-08T12:03:51Z Un atkal jau tas ir pieraadiijies pats, ka es nesaprotu cilveekus - vinji kaut ko izdara un tad es juutos aizskarta, un vaina sleepjas manii, tajaa, ka es nespeeju distanceeties no shiis pasaules notikumiem un problēmām. <br /><br />Un tagad atkal mani iepriecina fakts, ka toreiz es guvu iespeejams lielaakos panaakumus savaa koristes eksistencee, un varbuut tieshi mana paarlieku liiriskaa balss un paarlieku liiriskaa dziesma mani paliidzeeja atklaat. Laikam jau man jaabuut apmierinaatai par spiiti tam, ka peec tam, nu jau lielaakas auditorijas priekshaa, taa bija pilniiga izgaashanaas. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:69581 2005-08-03T20:53:00 2005-08-03T20:53:00 2005-08-03T17:54:14Z 2005-08-03T17:54:14Z Nu nav maanaa dziivee miilestiibas kaa taadas. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:69230 2005-08-03T20:51:00 2005-08-03T20:51:00 2005-08-03T17:52:53Z 2005-08-03T17:52:53Z Kaut kaa samaaksloti, bet nu vasaras briivdienas. Ehh.. nu ja - taa jau tas arii ir.<br />Izcieshu peedeejo faazi - samierinaashanaas!!! urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:68656 2005-05-06T20:10:00 2005-05-06T20:10:00 2005-05-06T17:10:40Z 2005-05-06T17:10:40Z cause<br />maybe as a brother,<br />or maybe as a lover. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:68505 2005-05-05T21:22:00 2005-05-05T21:22:00 2005-05-05T18:23:46Z 2005-05-05T18:23:46Z I definitely eat my dreams. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:67979 2005-03-07T16:30:00 2005-03-07T16:30:00 2005-03-07T14:36:57Z 2005-03-07T14:36:57Z Un es muuzjam gaidiishu un nesagaidiishu. Nevienu nelaidiishu sev klaat. Un neviens man nedaavinaas riit ziedus. Es neveelos saapinaat sevi un arii citus. Taa esmu noteikusi un gan jau kaads to mainiis. Dziive ir netaisniiga. Taa likusi man paaragri iesliikt depresijaa. Taa man likusi paaragri kljuut pieaugushai, laupot prieku, ko man sniegtu shie pusaudzju gadi.<br /><br />Ps Es atvainojos jau ieprieksh, par savaam paardomaam par miilestiibu. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:67448 2005-03-01T17:39:00 2005-03-01T17:39:00 2005-03-01T15:47:03Z 2005-03-01T15:47:03Z Ik reizi vinju uzluukojot, manii mostas kaisle. Es vinju iekaaroju. Ik reizi vinju redzot, es veelos vinjam mesties virsuu kaa mezjoniigs un neapvaldiits zveers. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:67233 2005-02-15T19:54:00 2005-02-15T19:54:00 2005-02-15T18:00:23Z 2005-02-15T18:00:23Z Shogad svineeju jau 2. valentiindienu Bez debiiliibaam. Tas ir maz, bet es ticu es shaadi iztureeshu veel daudzus gadus. Veel nedaudz atziimeejaam Sv. Valentiina cieshanas, nu tad "cheers!" urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:66591 2005-01-01T00:01:00 2005-01-01T00:01:00 2004-12-31T22:02:15Z 2004-12-31T22:02:15Z Laimiigu jauno gadu!! urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:66506 2004-12-31T19:59:00 2004-12-31T19:59:00 2004-12-31T18:04:38Z 2004-12-31T18:04:38Z Shajaa superiigajaa jaunaa gada priekshvakaraa man ir depresija, turklaat notika kas diivains, nu jaa - ar taadaam lietaam tomeer nelepojas. Nu ko , noveeleeju braataanam laimiigu jauno-2005 , bet man pashai shkjiet buus tik pat "aizraujoshs" jaunaa gada aizsaakums kaa pagaajushaa gadaa. Nu jaa juutos nozjeelojami - Sveiki Trakie!!! urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:66239 2004-12-22T21:29:00 2004-12-22T21:29:00 2004-12-22T19:32:04Z 2004-12-22T19:32:04Z Man ir piparkuuku dieeta. Tas izpauzjas taa - visas eedienreizes tiek aizstaatas ar nenormeetu piparkuuku eeshanu. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:65931 2004-12-22T10:41:00 2004-12-22T10:41:00 2004-12-22T08:42:44Z 2004-12-22T08:42:44Z Jaunais gads mani tik ljoti biedee - visaadas sliktas priekshnojautas, citi tajaas neklausaas, bet man taada iespeeja netiek dota. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:64934 2004-12-20T20:37:00 2004-12-20T20:37:00 2004-12-20T18:38:47Z 2004-12-20T18:38:47Z Es atradu atbildes, bet man taas nepatika.<br />---<br />Nez kaadeelj man ir nelaaga priekshnojauta, ka vinja grasaas sabojaat manu dziivi. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:64594 2004-12-17T21:40:00 2004-12-17T21:40:00 2004-12-17T19:43:38Z 2004-12-17T19:43:38Z Un man shon piedaavaaja braukt uz Ogri, protams, tas notika ejot gar stacijas pulksteni - pilniigi negaidot, bet vareeju jau piekrist, es viena un kaadi ~17 zeeni - vinji mani uz rokaam neesaatu. Buutu man pa ilgiem laikiem piedziivojums. Atziimeetu lieciibu sanjemshanu, bet kas veel buutu, ja buutu... urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:64303 2004-12-17T21:26:00 2004-12-17T21:26:00 2004-12-17T19:25:46Z 2004-12-17T19:25:46Z Vakar, runaajot par to, ka man vienmeer kut, kad mani masee, mana pazinja izteica domu, ka es neuzticos cilveekiem. Tam labpatikaas to saistiit ar kaadu manaa beerniibaa guutu traumu, bet tas jau man saak shkjist nedaudz smiekliigi. Bet lai nu kaa, cilveekiem es tieshaam neuzticos, nez, man, piemeeram, shkjiet, ka tikai pie sevis notureeta saape, nosleepums ,prieks, u.c. ir mana dalja tie ir droshiibaa. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:64222 2004-12-15T22:17:00 2004-12-15T22:17:00 2004-12-15T23:39:58Z 2004-12-15T23:39:58Z Man shodien pateica, ka es sev nelaizjot zeenus klaat - taa no malas izskatoties, un fakts, ka man nav drauga to tikai apstiprinot.<br />Prasiija iemeslu, bet ko tad es.<br />Maajaas braucot saaku domaat par sho, nu ,teoreetiski, mani tas neuztrauc, lai gan nedaudz izpushkjots fakts, esmu aiznjemts cilveeks un man taadaam lietaam nav laika, un kaut arii ikdienaa es (nu nez vai taa tieshaam no malas izskataas) esmu veesaa leedija jeb "samaja vrednaja", man negribaas dariit cilveekiem paari un negribaas pashai sevi(kas tad buutu es, ja es neiedomaatos par sevi) gariigi saapinaat. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:63768 2004-12-13T19:30:00 2004-12-13T19:30:00 2004-12-13T17:31:54Z 2004-12-13T17:31:54Z All around me are familiar faces<br />Worn out places, worn out faces<br />Bright and early for their daily races<br />Going nowhere, going nowhere<br />And their tears are filling up their glasses<br />No expression, no expression<br />Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow<br />No tommorow, no tommorow<br /><br />And I find it kind of funny<br />I find it kind of sad<br />The dreams in which I'm dying<br />Are the best I've ever had<br />I find it hard to tell you<br />I find it hard to take<br />When people run in circles<br />It's a very, very<br />Mad World <br />Mad World <br /><br />Children waiting for the day they feel good<br />Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday<br />Made to feel the way that every child should<br />Sit and listen, sit and listen<br />Went to school and I was very nervous<br />No one knew me, no one knew me<br />Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson<br />Look right through me, look right through me<br /><br />And I find it kind of funny<br />I find it kind of sad<br />The dreams in which I'm dying<br />Are the best I've ever had<br />I find it hard to tell you<br />I find it hard to take<br />When people run in circles<br />It's a very, very<br />Mad World <br />Mad World <br />Mad World <br />Mad World urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:63039 2004-12-11T16:09:00 2004-12-11T16:09:00 2004-12-11T14:09:19Z 2004-12-11T14:09:19Z Laid lai iet, laid lai iet, laid lai "pulkstenis" iet,<br />Neturi viņu ciet,<br />Tik un tā "pulkstenis" iet, (bet...)<br />Tu vari aizveert pavisam pulksteni ciet.<br /><br />nu kas!?- vispaareeja prieks par Ziemassveetku tuvoshanos,<br />riit koncerts, bet tas taa (es jau neceru, ka kaadam patiik klausiities gariigo muuziku),<br />protams naaks briivlaiks, bet arii tas taa. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:62827 2004-12-03T22:38:00 2004-12-03T22:38:00 2004-12-03T20:40:14Z 2004-12-03T20:40:14Z Laime, par nožēlu, ir pārejoša. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:62311 2004-11-29T20:09:00 2004-11-29T20:09:00 2004-11-29T18:15:24Z 2004-11-29T18:15:24Z (If Loving You Is Wrong) I Don't Want To Be Right <br /><br /><br />If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right <br />If being right means being without you <br />I'd rather live a wrong doing life <br />Your mama and daddy say it's a shame <br />It's a downright disgrace <br />Long as I got you by my side <br />I don't care what your people say <br /><br />Your friends tell you there's no future <br />in loving a married man <br />If I can't see you when I want to <br />I'll see you when I can <br />If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right <br />If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right <br /><br />Am I wrong to fall so deeply in love with you <br />knowing I got a wife and two little children <br />depending on me too <br />And am I wrong to hunger <br />for the gentleness of your touch <br />knowing I got somebody else at home <br />who needs me just as much <br /><br />And are you wrong to fall in love <br />with a married man <br />And am I wrong trying to hold on <br />to the best thing I ever had <br />If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right <br />If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right <br /><br />Are you wrong to give your love <br />to a married man <br />And am I wrong trying to hold on <br />to the best thing I ever had <br />If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right <br />If loving you is wrong I don't wanna be right <br /><br />I don't wanna be right <br />if it means sleeping alone at night <br />I don't wanna be right <br />if it means coming home at night <br />I don't wanna, I don't wanna <br />I don't wanna never, never, never be right <br /><br />Un taa es sapnjoju savus ,maza beerna, sapnjus par savu ,maza beerna, simpaatiju. urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:62114 2004-11-23T15:59:00 2004-11-23T15:59:00 2004-11-23T14:01:38Z 2004-11-23T14:01:38Z Ja jau esmu tik ļoti gļēva, vai man kas cits atliek, kā vieniigi sapņot? urn:lj:klab.lv:atom1:abriss:61792 2004-11-22T18:30:00 2004-11-22T18:30:00 2004-11-22T16:45:02Z 2004-11-22T16:45:02Z Šon juutos vienkaarshi jauki, man vienalga par to, kas apkaart notiek, par visnotalj diivainiem sapnjiem, par to, ko redzu skolā.<br />Galu galaa, es tachu esmu galvenaa, taa kuru ciena, kuru respektee.<br />Nav jau liegts reizi pa reizei par sevi priecaaties/sevi lutinaat.<br />Un tad jau arii nav jaabriinaas, ka cilveeks ik dienas ir laimiigs un apmierinaats. <br />---<br />Shon kaut kaada svesha tante ar mani autobusaa saaka runaat. No saakuma es centos buut pieklaajiiga, bet peec tam apklusu. Vai tieshaam veci cilveeki ir tik ljoti vientuliigi?<br />-<br />Cik cilvēki ir vientulīgi! <br />Kā akmeņi pa ceļmalām.<br />Te stāvējuši jau tik ilgi.<br />Cik cilvēki ir vientulīgi!<br />Kā vītoli ar laiku līki<br />Tie aug un nolūzt. Un priekš kam?<br />Cik cilvēki ir vientulīgi.<br />Kā akmeņi pa ceļmalām.<br /><br />/I.Ziedonis./<br />-<br />Man nereti ir skumji skatīties uz veciem cilvēkiem autobusā, kam jāiztiek ar pensijas nenodrošināto iztikas minimumu. Tādās reizēs vienmēr sirds sažņaudzas. Bet shaada veida vientuliibas izpausmes mani skaara pirmoreiz.