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[Aug. 2nd, 2010|03:42 pm] |
It is the new beginning - to be aware what I want and what I will do.
I have to admit that still it doesn't go easy for me BUT I will try. And It is the important thing - to try, try and try again. To snap out of randomness - the foggy life where you simply complete certain actions, recall emotions what you think you should feel in fixed position but you truly don't put much effort to think. Think what I want to do, to think why I react to happening things this way and maybe to try train my reactions my behaviour that affects other people.
The new beginning
sounds a little bit pompous
But I honestly believe that this is the moment for us to change something, our at least (leastways) to put certain amount of effort to fix / to change ourselves.
- I went running in morning
- Stretched
- Self-made a hair mask from eggs
- Had a hair mask and a clay mask for face
- Sunbathed, worked a little
- Played guitar a little bit
(:
remember - starting to fix/change ourselves doesn't start only in our heads, It has to start in our actions, it is the only way we can see the results, it is the only way to proceed if we can see the results.
Start doing something.
Start noticing your emotions
Start to be aware what you want and let your actions start from there.
Ow yes, you can't imagine how I want to clean my soul in confession. :) Like a friend said to me: Why it's worth to worry (bother / trouble) about other less important (relevant / significant) things when you haven't put in order the things that really matters. ;)
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