| 16. Jun 2009 19:16 lately I've started to think in bad expressions, like 'I hate this world'. well, I feel like that sometimes. not that I hate the 'world' really, rather the people. and I don't really hate them, I just do not see how they could make all of our lives better the way that they prefer to act. but since they've started to get into MY way I just don't like them. I think there must be a big difference between 'I hate them' and 'they piss me off'. and they mostly think they're cool for what they do. f***ing achievers.
obviously, I'm not an achiever. I don't feel the urge to fight for every inch I want to walk. I can do with a yard less than an eternity. and it's not all bad to lose a bit of the matter to get a bit of the sould sometimes. some peace of mind. if only there was a way get out, I'd like a life with as few people in it as possible. I would risk being somewhat boring but sane. it does not sound so bad to me, you know.
in any case, it looks as if there was no solution to this issue. I'm here, everyone else is here, we don't get along, but there are no other universes to move to, no alternative. sometimes I actually wish all people would just disappear. of course, that would make me disappear, too. but it doesn't sound so bad to me. ir doma    |
