Cirmuļa atklāsmes -

it is one of my most miserable experiences probably, when i feel that something isn't working out, i start feeling totally dumb, i blame the entire problem on my stupidity, get ready to buy my way out in a most expensive way, and then after a thorough troubleshooting i discover that i actually had the best solution available already and it was all screwed up by a tiny idiotic mistake i made when upgrading my router.
moral: you ARE lucky. you just don't know that you are.